When someone describe their mood are like the raining day, what does it mean? Sad? Upset? Dissapointed? else.....
I am now kind of above~~~but more......lost direction? Well, I do have my own direction, and I know what I like and what should I do. What ever I am doing now, I feel is not enough, I wish to do more.
I wanna to have a good job or biz, I wanna to finish my study at least my master degree, I wanna to own my new house and car, I wanna get togather with whose i love....The fact is I dun have neither above....
I am un-balance this two weeks, I try hard to make myself think more positive, but it doesnt sound effective. I am living in the world that i need to ware a mask. I am not me, i am Ex-me. I dun wan to be Ex-me anymore. I dun feel happiness when i am Ex-me.
I think today will rain for whole day, and lucky is that i am not working today. I dun hate my work, people said it is dirty, hard to work on, I have no problem on it. Just that I dun like the managing style and I dun see future of mine and the organization.
I choice to leave, but I know something will going to happen. Worse to worse I will leave here again. I dun know.......but I think I am happy when I work in Singapore. Although, I dun really earn a lot of money, but I feel happy.
I wish I can see the shining SUN again~~~~~bless me~~~friends~~~
Wednesday, December 12, 2007
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